An ode to reality

The most frustrating and enervating thing I am facing in my quest to build something from nothing is the no one feels the same sense of urgency that I do. This is not their fault, it is mine. I am not effectively getting my message across.

This is funny because I am supposed to be an expert in business development, yet I am not effectively selling my own idea. Is this because it is mine? Is it because I have still not fully bought into the concept myself? Is it because I really am not that good and have been faking it all these years?

I hope it is my age old problem of not being able to sell myself. I am well-known for blowing job interviews with ill-timed jokes and sarcasm. I have been told I ramble in interviews (which if you knew me would elicit — “huh?”). I guess in the next few weeks we’ll find out because if there is no progress, it’s back to the real world.

An ode to reality

The most frustrating and enervating thing I am facing in my quest to build something from nothing is the no one feels the same sense of urgency that I do. This is not their fault, it is mine. I am not effectively getting my message across.

This is funny because I am supposed to be an expert in business development, yet I am not effectively selling my own idea. Is this because it is mine? Is it because I have still not fully bought into the concept myself? Is it because I really am not that good and have been faking it all these years?

I hope it is my age old problem of not being able to sell myself. I am well-known for blowing job interviews with ill-timed jokes and sarcasm. I have been told I ramble in interviews (which if you knew me would elicit — “huh?”). I guess in the next few weeks we’ll find out because if there is no progress, it’s back to the real world.

An ode to reality

The most frustrating and enervating thing I am facing in my quest to build something from nothing is the no one feels the same sense of urgency that I do. This is not their fault, it is mine. I am not effectively getting my message across.

This is funny because I am supposed to be an expert in business development, yet I am not effectively selling my own idea. Is this because it is mine? Is it because I have still not fully bought into the concept myself? Is it because I really am not that good and have been faking it all these years?

I hope it is my age old problem of not being able to sell myself. I am well-known for blowing job interviews with ill-timed jokes and sarcasm. I have been told I ramble in interviews (which if you knew me would elicit — “huh?”). I guess in the next few weeks we’ll find out because if there is no progress, it’s back to the real world.

An ode to reality

The most frustrating and enervating thing I am facing in my quest to build something from nothing is the no one feels the same sense of urgency that I do. This is not their fault, it is mine. I am not effectively getting my message across.

This is funny because I am supposed to be an expert in business development, yet I am not effectively selling my own idea. Is this because it is mine? Is it because I have still not fully bought into the concept myself? Is it because I really am not that good and have been faking it all these years?

I hope it is my age old problem of not being able to sell myself. I am well-known for blowing job interviews with ill-timed jokes and sarcasm. I have been told I ramble in interviews (which if you knew me would elicit — “huh?”). I guess in the next few weeks we’ll find out because if there is no progress, it’s back to the real world.